no words, just sighs

what does she have, that I don't have?

besides more years of sexual/physical experience?
it wouldn't surprise me.

how can you deny the idea and the offer of sex,
compared to waiting for someone,
that might or might not even give in, in the end?

is her smile better?
her face more inviting or less inviting.
could it be the dirty words she whispers in your ear...
better little lies,
than I could ever come up with?




maybe it's not the words
there might not be any words involved.
just a cold hard fuck
no apologies, no regrets
no words, just sighs.





yeah, that’s what it is.

The Saddest Landscape

we mouthed the words to all of the saddest songs because they felt like home and i watched you out of the corner of my eye and that smile you gave me launched one thousand beats of my heart. so you can lean a little harder i will take that weight from you, i will be that call in the middle of the night, the picture kept in your favorite book and if you just want someone to call yours i will be that too.

i was just looking for someone to leave me breathless and i found it in you.....
and i don't want to miss you anymore
so here is one song to call your own, to kiss away the tears and leave no traces of pain, so angelic and comforting, these are my dreams all coming true and i must have played that message one thousand times just to hear your voice before i went to sleep.